Three couples I know have called it quits this week. One has not
yet "finalized" the deal, but it's gonna happen. Sad. Glad I didn't
get married.
Last night I answered my phone to hear "Turning Japanese" on
the other end. It took me a second- but then I realized the joke
was on me. VERY funny.
Such an odd floundering week. Work has been a bear, friends
having problems, and well the family has been in rare form.
My Brother and Mother had birthdays this month. Yesterday
we were to celebrate both. My other Brother and Niece ignored
the fact it was his birthday. To say he was offended, well that
is an understatement. Ignore their birthdays and there is hell
to pay!
There is so much more going on, yet I haven't got the words
to describe how I feel, or how (of if) I'll deal with it/them.
Sometimes I completely fail to understand the world around me
and the people with whom I interact. Once again there is
a feeling of being "lost" and disconnected from just about
everything. I feel like I'm a bad person, and no one likes me.
Before going into a wild tirade or writing what is so deeply
personal that it's hard to express, rather I'll stop here.
Off to Atlanta in a few hours, recurrent training takes place
this week. ICK!
....... j.
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