Day 45

So guess who has an abscess on a molar? That would
be me. The dentist wants to try drugs first to see if
it will clear up. It's really early in the game, so keep
your fingers crossed.

I'm really down today. I'm dead tired, don't feel well,
and honestly don't know how much longer I can continue.
Frankly, I don't know if I want to continue. Things are
sort of overwhelming me. What to do, or how to proceed
escape me. Lis has really been there for me, and she
can't begin to imagine how much that means. Life
is sort of not what I imagined it would be.

Bob the mechanic was released today. Sad to see him go.
Fortunately he starts at AirTran in a week, so he'll be okay.
Frank and his wife are due to have a baby any day now.
It makes me happy to see things good happen to people.

The changes at AMC are a disaster. I can't deal with them.
If I'm lucky the abscess will kill me in my sleep.