Thursday, December 6, 2007

Up since 0430.

My day started at 0430 with a phone call. While not
saying from who or exactly what was said, allow me
to share with you that I haven't been hurt this badly
for more than 15 years.

People wonder why I stay to myself. This is the reason.
No good deed goes unpunished. Kindness and
generosity are the actions of fools.

It's been a long time since I've sat down and cried
over what someone has said to me. I've done so twice
today. More reason to believe I must truly be a
terrible person, and deserve what comes my way.

Right now, I'm just numb. It's taking all I have not
to go vomit. Life just isn't worth it.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Wow... Drunk, stupid, and shallow all wrapped up in one person. I am surprised they could dial the phone without assistance.

This has nothing to do with you. But rather the insecurities and pure ignorance of another.

You are a great person! Their Loss!!!