Geburtstag

Today's the day. Thank all of you who called sent cards,
and emails. It meant a lot to me.

Today's the day. The "problem" friend didn't even say
word-one. Now comes the time to break ties with them.
Is there a chance for redemption? Doubtful. Do I want
them as a friend even if they get their act together? I
don't know. I've got a "kicked in the head by a mule"
headache. Sick to my stomach. Yet, I feel before I leave
here I need to say something to them. Perhaps "I got
the message loud and clear." Everyone tells me that
they don't deserve my friendship, and perhaps it is now
the time to put that into place.

I got treated to El Salto for lunch today- and tonight
dinner with friends. Sadly I won't be good company.
It feels like someone died. For some reason I think
lunch wants to be returned too.

A little bird told me that I may be tapped for a "special
project" soon. While I don't know what, when, or where,
it's-a-comin!

Now is the time I'm gonna really need you guys. I hope
you'll be there for me. My family isn't around. One of
my best friends is gone. I'm kind of alone right now.