U.N.'s request

What a day.

First: I'm supposed to be off. Schedule changes have precluded
this., 274 is coming in from YYZ at midnight 30 (0530Z)- and
Customs is cool with it. If the plane is late- oh well.

A certain "reader" has requested he be referred to as U.N. it's
done. He asked me about the problem friend. My response to
him made it clear: "would you do that with a brother??" Now
it's clear.

Everyone says the problem friend will fail the test in three days.
Part of me wants that to happen- the other part of me wants
the "test" to be passed with flying colors. Right now I don't
really know what I want. One half wants this person to to fail
to allow grieving, and closure. The other half wants to salvage
what was once their. Imagine this: your brother has died, yet
each day you see his ghost. How would you contend with this
problem??

Tomorrow the forecast calls for "der schnee." God forbid.
Seems to me spring better get here soon. I'd be pleased if
it arrived on Thursday- talk about a gift!

Be good!!!!!!